Goodbye Summer, you will be missed...

My last winter was really amazing compared to the winter of 2018. Slowly, I am becoming habituated of fluctuated Ukrainian weather and I think I have adapted it already. I have mentioned before how much tough it was for me to adjust to different weather because I am from Bangladesh (south Asian country) and the weather of Bangladesh is completely different from Kharkiv. I was a girl who used to love monsoon weather but now I like fall and spring and every year eagerly wait for these two weather.

I know 2020 is a very crucial and memorable year for the whole world. Can I say 2020 is a cursed year? Still don't know. We had so many plans for these year but because of the pandemic, everything just went into the water. Some of us still planning, waiting, and trying to be positive and grateful whatever we have. Actually, in the end, the safety of health and life is matter and at least we are safe and healthy so far.

I wanted to enjoy this summer, I had so many plans but the best plan was Europe tour which seems impossible in this year. I have planned for my euro-tour for almost 6 months and have decided that after finishing my study, I will explore Europe which is quite impossible now. I wanted to spend my summer in Europe but the entire plan was just postponed and still uncertain.

So what exactly I did?

I am not going to say, I did nothing. I don't have any complaints because I tried my best to be productive. I have finished some pending works when lockdown restrictions were pulled over. I worked on myself and that's the most important thing. I gave myself time because there were some moments that made me broken but eventually I resolved and recovered.

I am not going to deny that I was not frustrated, I was and still, I am keeping so much pressure inside me. The family issue, personal issues, etc but I have realized that these are never-ending problems. They will never go away entirely...

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I have spent my time capturing pictures, editing Softwares, learning new things and many more through my dad still thinks I have done nothing. Sometimes his way of thinking really bothers me but now I try to ignore it because he doesn't know my situation, he lives in another country.

We often think that other people are much happier than us, they have everything but the reality is completely different which people never share. One thing I have learned from social media is that people always show the best part of their life, nobody likes to show the dark side of their life. But some of us become frustrated by seeing other people's lifestyles...

I still don't know how to solve this issue, how to express or make them understand that whatever you are seeing on social media, maximum is fake. Nobody can't be happy everyday like what they are showing. True happiness is inside, your profile doesn't show the reality of your life...

Yesterday I found this sunflower near to my house, I was not a fan of sunflower until I came here. Really, the beauty of sunflower represents the boldness and the best part is how it is spreading its beauty among all beautiful flowers.

The summer is going to end here very soon and fall is on its way. I am waiting for the colors, I am learning acrylic drawing so maybe I will draw something for this fall... Don't know yet...

The weather is really pretty here and I am still waiting for the better day of mine...

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Love

Priyan

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