Today morning I woke up with strange feeling..My brain was not working.. Yesterday ...
... night I went to bed lately, because I had to study a lot. So morning I opened up my eyes because of alarm, disgusting sound. 4 hours left for exam and I have to prepare myself. I felt like I can't remember anything, I think this happened because of stress.
I looked at myself into the mirror and realize is this really me?? This is strange..My eyes were totally red and I can't recognize myself. Sometimes this types of strange things happened with me but after some hours everything became back to normal.
Now time to get ready, finally I managed myself and got ready for university..
On my way I saw this view, really amazed me. Sunny day , blue sky , perfect spring day. But I am afraid, unhappy.. Why is that!!! Something is bothering me but still now I couldn't figure it out what is that, what it can be. This view made me lost, this street is unfamiliar to me. Lots of people are walking and ready to start their day so am I.
I remember my mom used to hold my hand every time and always took me to the school. She never wanted me to leave alone. This is such a pain when you feel these are only memory and you never go back to those periods.. It sucks..

Boy, am I glad I don't have any more exams. I can definitely remember how stressed I was. And how sleepy I would get when opened my History Book. Or tried to solve some Maths... Arrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhh! 😠
Good luck for your exams, @priyanarc!
It's really really big stress.. I don't have any idea how I will complete my masters..
I have that feeling sometimes. It is normal for me now. I think this is maybe because organism must recover yourself or maybe something different... I don't know. I have often feeling that nothing can happy me (sorry for English ) and I must do something to ... Feel something . What helps me ? Exercises , running and some stuff like this. Then I feel I live. I don't understand this feeling. I feel like I miss something but what ?
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did u figure that out why this sort of things happening? Is it because of stress or just bored of regular life.. I am confuse about this sort of mixed feelings of me..
I think maybe I need to do more things in life. I must change it :) . Stay positive
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According to Chinese medicine.
Seasonal changes influence our system.
There is more dehydration and physical and emotional wear.
Mineral-rich food over all magnesium is recommended.
Abundant hydration. Pure water.
And practice good breathing. (On Tuesday, publish on the wim hof method.) Effective Breathing.
Greetings.
That's really great information. Thanks dear
I wish you know how much this touched my heart. I had heard of you and others talking about how much you missed your parent. I just never understood until these past few days. Know that i am sending you much love and hugs.
I understand dear.. Much love for you dear..
Am curious to know whom did you see in the mirror?
A tip from @stupid for taking exams:
Don't be afraid to look a little stupid in your life. You will enjoy life! Exams won't stress you and everything will fall in place.
Would you trust @stupid?
Well, it's a mystery whom I saw.. Past couple of days are hectic for me.. But yea you are definitely right. I will follow those words..
Sometimes we feel a bit out of place, especially if we have not slept well, I hope you are feeling better now, and that your exam went well.
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Well thanks buddy.. Exam still didn't finish yet.. poor me. Stress made me crazy..
Lack of sleep can really take a toll on our mindset. Take some time for self care dear. Much love xoxo
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I was thinking like that.. May be I need some rest..