Prayer From A Wearied Soul
If you are feeling down, depressed, tired, frustrated and it feels like last ounce of your fighting energy is leaving then you need to say this prayer
My soul is broken
My body is weak
My heart is weary
My thoughts are distorted
My brain is slumping
The world has given up on me
They called me a failure
They see me as worthless and not deserving
The oxygen I take in it's like poison
Because the wish is for me to die
So taking the air is the poison that keeps me alive
I feel so empty
I am like the lone wolf with no pack
I will love to say...
All I got is myself
But Father I'm losing myself each day
My mind keeps depreciating
I am not wallowing in self-pity but self hate
I am swimming in the ocean of depression
And I can't hold my breath anymore
I feel like drowning but I wish to be saved by you
For you are the only one that can save me
Because no one cares
I know you create me for a purpose
And that purpose I am yet to fulfill
I know my purpose isn't to be a failure but to be a success
I am tired of being the victim Lord
I want to be the victor
I am tired of the heartaches and tears
Lord, I need that unending joy and laugher
I know I am not deserving of it Lord
I know I am too filthy before thee
But I am asking for your mercy
Lord, I am praying for your grace
People have given up on me
And as the day passes by
I am giving up on myself
Lord show me your love
I need you, Jesus
Please lord hear my cry
Renew, cleanse and make me whole
I know I am not deserving of your love
For I am just a prodigal child
But Lord I am praying for your mercy, grace, and life