I'am Not Me Anymore

Every day is a new day for me
The morning light dazzled my closed eyes
Grateful still given a chance to breathe
I wonder if I can still pass today

Imagine how busy my day is
Routine tasks that are waiting to be touched
Work piles up like an Himalaya mountain
Lazy to get it done ... but I still have to do it too

Today is a rather different day than usual
The morning light still dazzles my eyes
I woke up with a weak and sick body in some parts of this body
But still I'm grateful still given a chance to breathe
In silence I asked when did the pain will end ...

Slow movement and pale face
Feel the pain every time I breathe
I want to do something ...
Return my busy day ...
I looked at a task I could never finish
This body does not want to compromise with my wish ...

the next day...
I'm not me anymore, I know that...
This pain changed my day
This pain I can not get out of it
Installing slow mode in every move I made ..

I like fragile stuff ...
I don't wanna this to go on ...
I don't wanna to be parasite ...
my duty to love and serve you...not to be served ...

Please give me a little more time
Give me a chance to show more love to those who really love me
I do not want to go with tears
I want to go with a sincere smile on their lips ...

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