Happy Times

Hi Steemit,

I wrote yesterday about feeling anxious again. I knew it was just one of those days where out of no where I feel down and upset. I knew it would pass over time.

I feel in a much happier place today.

I did manage to open up to my husband last night and to tell him everything that was bothering me. He kind of understood. I don’t think anyone can really fully understand what it is like unless you have been there. He gave me so much reassurance and told me how much he loved me. He took my hand and kissed me. He put his arms around me and I knew I felt safe.

When I started to feel comfort, I did start to wonder whether it was me just being silly and I should start to recognise what I have. I sat down and went through all the things I should be grateful for. I was grateful for having such a wonderful family and still lucky enough to have both parents and my brother here. I was grateful to have such amazing friends who helped me get through my divorce years ago. Most of all, I was grateful for my health and my life! There have been times when I felt worthless and that the world would be a better place without me. I have self harmed in the past too. Thankfully, I haven’t done myself much damage.

I sat and thought about all the good times in my life. When, I got re-married, the play times and snuggles with my beloved cat, the wonderful holidays I have encountered and seeing many signs that only people can dream about. I was lucky!

I knew today would be a better day. I feel really positive. It certainly helped me sharing my feelings with you yesterday,

It was great to have some really positive comments as well. Made me feel like I am worth something.

Just wanted to say a big thank you to all that listened and read my post.

I really do help by sharing my feelings that it will help anyone else who feels they are in the same situation.

Much love,

Platinum-blue.