*Dont back down* my darker side

Life will push you down every chance it gets.
Trust me when i say . it's your choice!!

Sometimes you just feel like everything is out to get you. I feel this emotion constantly. From family trouble,bad friends and bad relationships. Ive been kicked while i was at my lowest and even then still there where people trying to drown me..

Everyday is a fight.

Some people might tell you this is the wrong way to go about life. Sure there are other ways but this works well for me.

I have cut out so many negative people from my life. They say you can't choose your family....well you can. If you have good reason to cut someone out then you will..

Friends.....are meant to be friends......i woke up one day and just saw how drained i was. Helping friends...caring so much.....to the point they couldn't function as a person without my helping hand.... i might be evil but when i let go....i stood and laughed at the burning tinder.

Hell even at work im not phased...
My boss a 50 year old man with companies and money behind him. He stood no chance againts me a 24 year old with nothing..... now look the difference is im self proclaimed smart. If i know im right and you go against me ill watch you burn....
The point is he had to slip me cash because he realized how wrong he was. Sometimes showing how pissed off you are can be beneficial.

Im young. I know how to fight for what i want....i have done some things im not proud of... but in my quest to better my life ill do what i must...

Not one you are weak! I mean just the fact that your on steemit working for yourselves. Having your own opinions makes me happy to see we all can fight..
Fight this normal boring life everyone seems so content with.

Everyone has the same chance to fight. Maybe not equal footing or opportunity or even will to fight. But you really should. Dont wait to be handed gifts. Go take what you want.

My fellow readers i hope you all grow the fire that i have in me. Its the best thing that could happen to a person. Dont ignore that spark of life.