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You brought me into this foreign space. You introduced me to that feeling. Beautiful but painful taste, pleasant taste, but that's sadness. The feeling that flew me into the clouds then flung my body into the deepest ravine. "

I closed the diary on my lap. Staring at the bright blue sky from the balcony of my room. Observe each cloud moving slowly. Reminds me of events a few years ago.



"Introducing my name is Athena Aurelius. It's usually called Athena. "I smiled at all the students sitting before me. Well, today is my first day at my new school after my move from Bali to Jakarta.

"Okay Athena, please sit behind the class leader, in the third seat empty row." The teacher's voice of the beautiful woman who had been accompanying me had been awakening. Immediately I swung my feet towards the table that the teacher showed me.

My first lesson went smoothly, because I passed him with sleepy eyes due to staying up late. During breaks, one by one the children in my class walked out of the classroom after previously collecting the assignments given by the physics teacher who had taught earlier.

I immediately leaned my body against the table. treat drowsiness that continues to eat away my body.

Pleetak !!!
Immediately I raised my head. Staring at the man who had dared to knock my head roughly and made me sleepy again.

"What are you doing?" I asked irritably while stroking my aching head.
"Wake up kebo !!" He answered firmly
I gawked at the answer. Did he say that? Kebo? wow, I have never been taught a child's manners.

"Test test. Is there something wrong with your eyes? "I asked furiously
"My eyes are 100 percent healthy." Again the answer to the guy who said the class leader made me hold back my emotions.
"Why do I say I'm kebo? I have a name. Athena !! "my eyes glared at him. But he with his arrogant style began to rise from his chair. Walk slowly towards me then look at me with a disgusted look.
"Because only kebo is fond of sleeping"
"A ... ap ... what did you say earlier ??" I asked stuttered. I don't know how he could be the class leader in the class that he said was the leading class in this favorite high school. I saw him put his lips on his lips. Staring at me as if staring at his slave.
"Kebo !!" he said again.
Without thinking, I stood looking at him who still put on his annoying face and punched him in the stomach.

"Hahahhhh" my laughter echoed in the quiet class. I looked at the arrogant class leader. Staring at him in pain due to my sudden hit.
"Never underestimate me. Because I'm not a weak girl who can only accept your low eyes "I said with emphasis and passed in front of her.

But I didn't have time to go further. I felt his hand around my wrist. Annoyed. I turned and looked at him lazily.
"What are you doing?" I asked, surprised to see it like it was in great pain.
"Please! Take me to the hospital, "he said stumbling while holding his stomach.
"Why bring you there?"
"My stomach. My stomach hurt "His voice sounded increasingly desperate. Intrigued, I finally removed his hand that had covered his stomach that I had hit. And I saw bloodstains that began to spread in her uniform.

Why is it bleeding? "I asked, shocked. I want to know where the blood is. Without permission, I immediately lifted his white uniform. My eyes want to jump out to see his stomach. Not because the stomach is flat and equipped with the printouts. But because of the scar decorated with operating room threads. I swallowed hard.

"Hurry up. Quickly take me to the hospital. "His thinning voice made me realize. Without thinking twice I helped him stand up and help him walk.

"Just use my car." He suggested, reaching into his pants pocket.
"Which car are you?" I asked nervously. Along the way to the parking lot so many eyes were staring at us. Maybe it's because of my position holding his stomach.
"The metallic black" His voice was almost gone. I immediately leaned his body beside the other car and I headed straight for his car.



I was at the hospital. Wait for him in front of the emergency room. In the car he even fainted after a few meters from the school. He must have lost a lot of blood. Oh my God !! What have i done? Why am I always like this to all men.

"Miss!" I felt someone touching my shoulder. With one movement I stood up staring at the doctor who had called me.
"How?" I asked frantically
"Take it easy. He's done better. The surgical wound still hasn't healed, so just touching it will be fatal. But we have treated it. He's already fine. "I sighed with relief at the doctor's words.

"I'm sorry" I said sincerely. I saw he just looked at me.
"For what?" The question spontaneously made me scratch my neck which was not itchy at all. What do you mean for what? for sure because I made him sick.
"For this" I pointed to his stomach wrapped in white bandages.
"Why for this? What have you done to my stomach? "He asked again, the one who succeeded made me widen my eyes.
I snorted in annoyance to see him acting childish.

"Because I made your wound like this"

I saw him like holding back his laughter. And not long after, he finally burst out laughing. Leaving my worries because his stomach that keeps moving makes his wound worse.

"Hey !! Stop laughing. "I shouted irritably. But success made him stop laughing.
"Why?" I finally asked.
"Your face looks funny" He answered lightly without sin.
"Huh?"
"Yes. My friend said like boiled crabs "
"What do you mean?" I began impatiently.
"Are you so worried about me? But that actually makes you look cute with red eyes and a flat nose. Hahahahahahh "Without realizing it, I displayed my fist on his muscular arm.

"I'm not worried about you at all" My reply managed to make him chuckle softly.
"Whatever you say. But surely you still worry about me. Because it's not only the mouth that can tell me the truth, but everything in you will always be honest with me. Because I am part of them who are in you "I was stunned to hear his narrative. What is the meaning of his words? I really don't understand.