Four years lost

My name is Yasmin Aminah. Usually called Ami. At that time I was sitting on the bench at XI Vocational School. Precisely the MM (Multimedia) child because I am a hobby of writing and photography. Not infrequently I often tell stories, write poems in my small book of the day and often also spend holidays looking for natural scenery around my place of residence. I am a sad-eyed girl with a round face and a little chubby. hehe .. my height is about 160 cm.

The story began when my friend Fitri introduced me to her fellow villagers. Which is named Roy. Roy and I are 2 months apart, aka still the same age. We are different from school. Roy attended school in a male vocational school, he majored in automotive. My friend said he was a child who diligently prays, is smart, is good and does not go crazy. I feel like and try to know more.

We started getting to know through Facebook sometime in 2011. He looks rather fat and white. Other than I know through Facebook, we often text more. With a desire to know more about his life. 6 months passed we still often asked each other's news, even planned to meet, but I was embarrassed, still hesitant to meet directly. Because of the limited distance of about 1 hour from my house to the place.



At the end of 2012 I received an SMS from him. "How are you doing?" "Alhamdullah is good, what are you busy doing now?" I replied with a smile, because I had not communicated for a long time. "I am new to Jakarta, taking part in the entrance test at PT. pioneer of Motorcycle industry ". He answered clearly and did not turn around asking me.
And that's the last news I've received before we reduce HP's toys to the UN we will face soon.

About the middle of 2016. It was the first time I met him directly. it turns out that he is indeed the same as the profile photo. He looks rather fat and white. Face with that posture. I like it. Feeling happy, nervous, embarrassed mixed with excitement, we also greet each other. A little staring while I thought. "Is this you anyway? Finally being able to meet after 4 years almost disappeared ". A little chat about after graduating from vocational high school. Where do you work? Do you go to school? Yesaaaaaaa ... he realized what he told me last time. Although different PT. But it's still a matter of automotive repair. he worked at PT. General Company Motors. Glad to be a service technician at a famous American car dealer whose spare parts are expensive. He said. hehe ... as well as being a student in economics at one of West Jakarta's private campuses. Maybe the goal is to be more able to understand and combine economics and automotive.

After that incident. Now I ask myself. "Am I still expecting or humiliating?" "Wait or keep going alone?"