Offline for Five days, Felt Suicidal
Hello friends, I'm so happy to be back here after the past freaking five days mhen it wasn't easy.
Five days away from family could be a bit boring, but five days away from your community is hell let loose, at first I thought it was just going to be boring but then it was way worse than that.
Here's how it all begun:
So my elder sister was leaving for her youth service camp and I decided to give my phone to her because I wanted to stay off Whatsapp for a while, little did I know it was going to be the beginning of boredom. Lol, i can actually smile now that I see there is Internet Connection and I'm able to type this, I wasn't able to smile throughout the weekend because I was completely offline except for Facebook though, but I've hated Facebook for a while now so it was more like being offline anyways.
After she left I was online for a while until the power went out that day, and When my laptop went off I just smiled unknown to me it was the plan of unseen forces to stop me from being online here, I had it back on immediately the power was restored only for me to plug in my modem and click connect and guess what?
It wont connect, i clicked again and same thing occurred, I clicked and clicked over and over again but it kept returning me back to the connect option, at a point a thought maybe I wasn't clicking the button at the right angle so I moved the mouse pointer sideways and clicked again but nothing happened.
At this point I felt the world squeezing on me, I was almost sweaty and I though I was gonna explode, before I thought of what i was doing, I had slammed the laptop screen close and thrown it on my table like it was a tennis bat. Friday morning I tried again, evening the same thing, Saturday, Sunday the same even though i got back from church late and was wiped out from the stress, I still summoned courage to try.
Today is Monday, and after a long walk in the Air-force base over here, I decided to try again despite the pain in my leg from the long walk, you know what they say about fate and faith, your faith is always powerful enough to change your fate... Lol I clicked and here I am typing with so much speed and enthusiasm, it feels like i went back in time to 2009 when I had little or no connection with the internet and you know how it feels when you finally see the internet back then, it felt like heaven.