Fragile

Thousands of sayings of love are heard. A powerful blast of lightning flashed through the deep into the recesses of the heart. Knocking over the remaining fragments of the heart. This time I backed off. I let you choose a more beautiful flower. Never mind, I realize there's nothing to be proud of in me.

The sound of the rain shook my thoughts. Instantly the memory is wasted by itself. Not without cause, but this time my body chose silence. In front of me two humans are laughing happily. I know, they must think the world belongs to the two of them. Is not that the name of love?

"Get out of the way! I'll pass. "
I shifted my legs, gave way to them. With that cynical look the woman passed me. While the man next to him chose to be casual. That facial expression? That's what I always missed.



I rubbed my chest slowly. It turns out that this pain is left without any certainty.
"Hmm .. patiently yes Qiya lo surely can pass this." I murmured quietly.

A rough tap on my shoulder made me turn. Aldi was standing listlessly behind me. My forehead frowns in surprise.
"Today you can ride my car first, anyway heavy rain." He said with a sigh.
"I do not need to ride a motorcycle taxi." My reply is honest.
"Afraid my boyfriend is angry? No, I've talked to her. "She said reassuringly.
I shook my head quickly. I would have been happy to accept his offer. But this time he is not mine. Aldi loves other women. Hilda her name, she is definitely more beautiful than me. Maybe that's the reason Aldi prefers it.

"C'mon Qiya, my boyfriend must understand."
Does he really understand? Was Hilda looking at me cynically? Really, I'm a car with that girlfriend. Is not it funny if Aldi brings his former and his girlfriend in the same car?

"Qiya, we always temenan, until finally we dating and now already so ex. But I still care about you. Whatever the friendship happens do not break it. So come on, come back with us. "
I tentatively nodded. Sorry Hilda I'm back breaking the deal. My life can not be far from his attention. Aldi is half the breath of my breath. Forever will remain a part of my life.

Aldi pulled my hand. Together we break through the silence. God must have a plan for this. I know, there is something that makes Aldi choose to turn to pick me up. He still cares about me.

Time flies. Yesterday was a memory. Today is a story that must be re-carved. I was combing my hair, when the cell phone ring went off. I printed the flat thing in my ear.
"I told you! Jauhin Aldi, he's my girlfriend! I do not have any more. "
I'm not surprised anymore. This is my usual routine. Being envied for no good reason. Though approaching his girlfriend alone I do not dare. Honestly Aldi is paying attention to me not me.
"Yeah kak I will jauhin him. Is not that what I do every day ?! "I turn off the phone line. Annoyed also if every day is envied.

I threw the comb I wore. As soon as possible carrying my backpack. It feels like to go away from Aldi's life but always can not. She's too beautiful in my life. That was the man who first introduced the meaning of love to me. He means too much to God.

The school atmosphere is very crowded. A hand suddenly pulls me violently. She Hilda, this woman is taking me to the middle of the field. I give up.
"Aldi! Now I ask you to vote for him or me? She's a former and I'm a girlfriend. "She said firmly.
I rolled my lazy eyes. Hilda stupid turns out, his name is boyfriend, yes would have been an option. I'm the former so obviously already excluded. I saw Aldi breathe for a moment, before finally looking into my eyes.
She clasped my hand, giving me the sincerity of lewan gaze. Is it true he still loves me? Hilda who saw it immediately brushed my hand away. Never mind, already given the chance to touch his hand again I was grateful.

"Did you choose her Di? I'm your girlfriend. "
Aldi just nodded. His gaze returned to me.
"Qiya I love you. The first woman who made me know the meaning of love is you. You will obviously be the most beautiful figure to me. We are friends and then dating, there I learn many things. I know the meaning of sincerity, happiness and togetherness. I love you."
I smiled happily. If only I had forgotten the limits, I would surely hit the chest of his field. I love him, really.

"But obviously you know this time there is Hilda in my life. She is also a precious woman to me. She's my boyfriend. I love her so much."
That sentence made me sick. The heartbeat coincides with the heart's pain as if to unite to make me give up and choose to leave.

"I understand." I say shortly.
"Believe me you are not a woman of my choice, but you are the woman where I have chosen you. Rest assured, I love you but only limited to friends. It's the same as the beginning of our journey. "
"Never mind I understand." This time I chose to leave him. Leave all our memories. I know, all our journeys were just intersections. In fact I'm not your choice.

For you the man I adore, thank you for being honest with me. All your words do not make me give up to know the meaning of love. From you I learned that love must know the wounds. Even the same, like sweet to know bitter. That is life. Thanks Aldi, thanks to you I know love and injury.