Hard times for dreamers.

 
I bet some of you will have acknowledged the quote! And if you did not do it on the internet and find it!  Lately, as you know I have a strange moment of my life , maybe it's too much stress, too many hours of work, never coming home at all, backing me or my friends or friends, "Do not have my time even in the toilet" as he says Guccini an italian singer , so much to stay on quotes.  

This period leads me to think a lot, sometimes too much and to give me so-called mental saws, so my mother adorably calls me "My favorite psychopath!" in this period.  

I've always felt like a dreamer and those who are so excited  about it!  Perhaps I was living in dreams that in reality, anyway I believed, I always believed. I am part of that category to which if you say "I want to do this!" how absurd a project is to tell you, "Try it, you will do it." 

 I'm not a defamatory girl  and I'm not afraid  to dream and I'll never be.  

 They are one of those who appreciate those who are trying to try other ways of living , who lives without labels, who has the courage to change course, who leaves work for passion, who lives in an unconventional way, who follows himself and that is enough, i apprecciate too them .

  Estimate  them and perhaps envy them , because in me that courage is still missing,

 I feel it in me like a sprout, but it is still not big enough to push me to do bold gestures.  I'm a frightening dreamer, but I hope to change soon!  Because I start to feel choked by fears.

Hard times for dreamers truly?   Are we who create them or are the times really tough?  I often wonder how many personalities have pursued their dreams despite adverse circumstances, much more adverse than they are today.

  Yet today we are very scared, even though our living context is safe enough.  But we live in a country that feeds on fears, where the headlines of our newspapers only increase and create anxiety in the population, there is no war, now the enemies or those perceived as such are "Immigrants" and " Unemployment" . 

 
There are a thousand imaginary enemies feeding anxieties and fears, often not knowing we hunt, I first do it!  Does this also affect our perception of our possibilities? Is it also understood as a chance for a community?  Are all these fears blocking us?  

Sometimes I think, from naive dreaming that it would take a step, a small step to change everything.  

But I realize that the step is not small, the step is made up of waivers, glances and judgments, and not all of us are able to support them.  Often we are able to form them, even at random, but we hardly rule our fingers on us.  But those fingers are a ballast that blocks you to the ground. 

 And here's always quotes Frank Zappa reminds me:   

  If you spend a boring and miserable life because you have listened to your mother, your father, your sister, your priest or some guy on TV telling you how to get your business done, then deserve it. 

 
So, concluding my mind today, I want to find a solution.  I want to get out of the hard times, I mean, do not exist, are always hard times for dreamers, but I do not want to stop being a dreamer.

  I want to be more, I want to be the one that at some point transforms the dream into reality or that at least proves it!  And I hope I'm not alone ... you may say i am a dreamer but  and i am not the only one(And here you should recognize a small quote!) 

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