Nobody.

Nobody really fucking wants to be with me, like they always say.
Never message, I always have to start, I know that they are fake.
Seriously, what do you want me from me, break?
I just want to finally escape this dark void of a place.
But that's always been the dream, same bullshit, different day.
So I slightly overdose on my antidepressants, try to get rid of this pain...
But it's never gonna change, and I'll always feel the same.
I don't know what to do, my life is never changes, I want to get up, off this train.
Never feel excited, and it's always been this way.
I wanna make it out, I wanna get up out this rain..
And say you had my back, but always saw me in this pain.
I'm tired of this shit, and I'm so tired of these days...

Sleepless nights, anxiety, every damn thing else, just not doing any good for me.
Sometimes I wanna tell my problems, but nobody's here to be listening.

Nobody's listening, nobody cares.

So I sleep all day to escape, after waking up, always check my phone...
Every single time, even though I know nobody cares, I'm alone.
Nobody even messages, I feel like a ghost.
I just wanna find some peace, but nowhere feels like home.
I somtimes just want somebody, who would listen, and can cope...
I don't know what to do, cause I can't trust a soul.
Try to avoid it, ignore it, but still the problems, feelings overflow...
But I really never had anything to lose, I'm on death row.
You say you understand, but you don't even fuckin know.
Every day I wake up, and I'm always feeling low.

I really just had enough, and I truly hope that one day this can stop...
I'll just keep on trying to get day by day, try not to drop.