one time i was sitting in the grass in the front lawn and i saw some weird bugs so i started to dig under the grass but it was really hard to dig and there werent any bugs where i made a hole so i pulled up on the grass there werent any bugs there either the bugs seemed to stay away from me they were gray and if i picked them up they would roll into a ball i also found some things that were like seeds with needles in a spiral i could take them apart and they made a long string there were tiny hard yellow seeds inside and they didnt taste like anything there were also these stupid flowers my sister made me eat once they are all poofy and took a long time to get out of my mouth i hate those flowers part of the grass smells like dog shit and i think a dog shit there someone must have cleaned up after it there are also spots of the grass that are dead sometimes i sit in the grass and just watch what happens people go about their day and they ignore me there is a small tree on one end of the yard it has stuff leaking out of it and ants all over it i used to be able to climb the tree but i got hurt once so i dont do that anymore the tree has green leaves and weird red flowers that drip stuff that tastes funny i think cats climb the tree my head hurts