Drowning

i was afraid of drowning way back then.
I was afraid of the sea when i was a kid.
I was afraid of the creature down there.

But all the fears was change into wonderings.

How does it feel to drown
How does it really look under the sea
How does this creature live in there?

I tried to see their world
They accept me as my own world hate me
They embrace as my own world despise me
They loved me as my own world hurt me.

Drowning is my way of living.