Married and Becoming Mom

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A woman's dream can be so simple. Married and became a whole mother. Although there is a new responsibility and role in it, it will bring its own blessings full of blessings.

My new life started since I got married a year ago. My goal is to marry, of course, to be a full woman to be a wife and to be a mother.

Three months after marriage I was startled with good news. My dream finally came true, when I awoke at 5:00 am I went straight to the bathroom with a pregnancy test kit that I bought last night. Unexpectedly the result of two red lines that mean positive pregnant. I can not stem the sense of happiness, I just woke my husband who was still asleep and immediately told him that I was pregnant with his child.

In the early days of pregnancy would be very hard for me who first feel the pregnancy let alone I often feel nauseous and vomiting great to not want to eat. In the fourth month of my pregnancy suddenly came out of blood from my Miss V, I immediately panicked and immediately checked my breasts with my husband accompanied. I was relieved when the doctor said that my blood was okay, only I had to take a total rest and not be doing any housework. Lucky I have a husband who is always ready to help and help me when I need his help.

Did not feel my pregnancy at the age of 9 months, of course the tense moments for me await the birth of the prospective baby. The day came when I was ready to deliver my baby to this world. Beginning with when I woke up I panicked my fluid kept flowing, I just screamed to call my mother and contact the nearest midwife. But he said that I had to be rushed to the hospital because of my medical condition, because my water was almost gone when I had just opened one.

When I arrived at the operating table I was very scared because I was just anesthetized half that meant I could see the operation process going on. Plus I should not be accompanied by a husband or family party. As the operation progressed I could only limp and almost desperate. Fear of my life can not be saved. But all those flavors vanished when I heard the crying of my baby, relieved and happy. I could not see my baby right away because the nurse immediately took my baby for immediate care.

Finally my struggle sweet fruit surgery went well, and I was taken out of surgery room greeted by my family's cry. Soon the nurse took my baby. Alhamdulillah my baby was male. I endlessly give thanks to Allah SWT. who has saved me and my baby. It's sad that I can not just feed my baby right away because I'm still having trouble moving and can not get out of bed for 12 hours. Forced baby formula formula first.

After 12 hours I was still having trouble feeding because I was still in pain from surgery and could not move my body. But I do not give up, I keep trying to move bit by bit and breastfeed my baby even if always assisted my husband or mother. It was very happy when I first breastfed my baby, I was not tired of looking at my baby's face as if I could not believe that she had been born.

After four days of being treated I was allowed to go home, from where the journey of becoming a mother begins. After my condition recovered I can take care of my baby of course with still assisted my family because my condition is still very weak. Being a new mother is certainly very difficult, feeling stressed and depressed often approached me. I often cry alone and my emotions are often unstable. But lucky my husband and my family are always there for me, slowly all the feelings disappear and start getting used to my routine as a mother. Especially I am always accompanied by my little angel who always makes my day feels colorful.

According to a religion I believe the duties of a housewife are nobler than any profession, though sometimes they are not respected. And I am so proud and happy to be a mother who takes care of my own child since she was born, because those moments will never be replaced by anything. My child's growth period, of course, I do not want to miss even for a second. Every day I am always adorned by the spoiled cry and the smile from her tiny lips.

Now I feel like being the happiest woman in the world and being a complete woman to be a wife as well as being a mother right after my marriage year. My son is the most beautiful gift God has given me, I keep this trust until he grows up. Once again I am proud to be a mother because of my assignment letter directly from my Rabb.

Quoted from the story of a friend of mine