JOY - AYO... Seems to be all gone

What's up with love
Why does it all seem off

Why do those whom you don't want keep coming and the ones you love keep running

Even when you chase after the ones you love it changes nothing
This seems like no issue but it's really something

Having your head too full to comprehend
You don't feel happy but you just smile and pretend

Getting false messages all at a time
I guess loving just myself will be fine

If this is what love is I'll rather stay alone
How I wish it's possible to create my female clone

Maybe we wouldn't have issues
No worries like itchy wrinkles

If this do not work out
If she cannot cope no longer
If she feels I'll hurt her like someone is doing
And she thinks I'll add more to the screwing...

Then this is the start of a new beginning...

She really meant all she said
Although she said she loved me and cared
I guess some certain things are what she feared
I won't blame her even if had shouted and flared...

Typing almost in tears

She was the best she could ever be... But I think I just have to solve things with myself and make things right and set her free...

I don't mean no insult... All I want is just her joy... AYO