The moment that Changed my Life Miserably

Like Everyone i too was an Average student whose ambition was to become something in Life. I was good in Studies till my Secondary Education but then came the Toughest Decision to Choose the stream in which i want to Study Further i Choose Science / Maths as i opted for Engineering.

My family wanted me to join any Institution so that i could do well in studies that was good for me as my family was thinking better for me but you know relatives they do something that could never be think by someone else in this world they forced my parents and told them to drop me from Regular School and took admission in Private School which will send Number in Board exams without Going to school .

Yes these type of School Exist in INDIA particularly i don't know about other countries.

i drop my regular school and just go to institute for hardly 3 hours during evening that institute used to have more than 150 students in a single Batch from the day of joining i could feel the Pressure.

As i have dropped my Regular school so my mind thought that even if i don't study it will not affect me but then the nightmare started to happen i lost my control over my studies in 11th and till 12 th came i was not even an average student now i could feel what i have done to myself even now i feel ashamed that i could not do anything in life.

The faculty that used to teach MATHS used to gave me Depression that i just want to kill myself but i couldn't.

But after that i could manage to pass my 12 with very low grades i was about to get Fail in Maths i just passed it by 3 Marks other wise i would have been fail.

but then i Realised that LIFE is not all about Marks when my Family don't Looked shocked all they wanted me to Learn something in Life .

i know this sound something new to you all but trust me my family without any words spoken to me Tell me the True Meaning of LIFE.

Live you life the way you are,Be yourself out here.