Feeling Lonely Even When I Have People

Good morning and a happy weekend my beloved steemians across the globe. It hasn't been easy with your girl these few days that has just passed.

I am sorry to bug you up with my story, just that I feel if I express it here maybe, just maybe I will feel a kind of relief or so.

Things haven't been easy for me lately, life has been a constant struggle, a never-ending battle to find my footing, every breath seems a burden, I am totally a shadow of my former self 😭.

I wake up to an empty house, the silence deafening, I'm just trapped in this four walls of my room alone with my thoughts.

I just long for human connection, for someone to laugh with, to cry with and mostly to share my thoughts and dreams with, the worse is my phone remains silent.

My mind races with feelings and so many thoughts, begging to share with someone, I mean anyone. My loneliness becomes more intense and unbearable at night.

I put on a smile, and go through the emotions but deep down I crave meaningful connections and a sense of belonging. No matter how hard I try it's as if I'm like a puzzle piece that doesn't quite fit.

I wonder if anyone else feels this way too, like you're living in a world full of people, yet still searching for a sense of true connection. Just maybe we can find each other and create a new puzzle where we all fit together, perfectly imperfect.

I picked couraged and inspiration from @chant statement from her post that I read this morning, thank you ma'am for these words.👇

Today I will tell you that wipe away those negative feelings and emotions from your mind and think positively. It might seems impossible to journey through those difficult moments of life but there is always light at the end of the tunnel.

One Love 💕