The memories are still vivid in my head as we both hugged his body tightly and carried him straight to the grave door, slowly unwrapping the shroud that wrapped his body. You then removed the shroud covering her face so that I could clearly see her smiling, radiant face.
Now there is no more parent who always guided, advised and motivated me during my stay in Kuala Simpang city. He had a life experience that inspired everyone around him. I have heard all his stories and I have learned a lot from him. I still have memories of when we used to talk, laugh and joke together.
Now, when I remember and reminisce you only prayers can be said. may Allah SWT give you the best place in His side, Amen.
For me to not just a memory my brother, every scene good or bad in our view, is actually a lesson that contains wisdom. We say we don't like something even though it is good for us, because not everything can go according to our wishes, there is Allah who is all-regulating and all-knowing what is best for humans.
I really appreciate your sincerity to try to cheer me up in times of sorrow. My prayers, your prayers and everyone's prayers may be conveyed to my father who is now in the grave, always accompanied by light, as the light he has made in illuminating his family's life while in the world (I'm sure he'll get better than what he was given).
Aminn ya rabb