Queen! However, a caged slave?

The alarm woke her up.

The Queen opened her eyes, the clock showed 5:15 am. She fell asleep a few minutes earlier, probably past 4am. What kept her awake? He had to put his clothes in the air to dry, as he needed the school uniform for his two children at 7 in the morning. Her fault was that she was too busy the day before to do laundry.

And then remembered that you could probably put the food in the pot to boil, it will certainly save you time to cook your children's favorite food for school in the morning. As she knows, the other three family members have different tastes. So they would need the melon juice and the stew. The husband would not take any of these and would only take diet food.

You can also take out the clothes that your husband would like to take to the office the other day and hang them on hangers outside the bathroom, along with the matching underwear, handkerchief and socks. Ugh! forgot to bring your towel. There he ran and laid her on the bed.

She had just lain down on the bed and was about to fall asleep when the washing machine raised an alarm for her to hang her clothes to dry. She carefully hung all the clothes on the wire off the porch so it took about two hours for an intensive ironing.

He looked at the blue clock hanging on his wall that showed that it was 4 o'clock and 4 o'clock in the morning. She remembered how interested she was in buying this particular wall clock, thinking that she would keep the romance intact in her marriage. Was it okay then?

Lying in bed with her eyes open, she remembered her days at her parents' house. She was "the princess" there. She never felt caged. Raised with an open mind to think logically. She was grateful to her parents for that kind of parenting. She did not have any brothers and did not feel that something was missing in her life. Her parents made sure they made her feel pampered whether it was her birthday or any other day.

Her marriage to her husband changed her life. He changed her face down. Is it the same for each girl?

Now she was the supposed caged queen. But now she could not visit her parents' house on her own birthday.

Her husband obviously brought her a birthday cake, just to forget the taste of chocolate she liked. She had a Scotch butter that was her mother's favorite. She had a high self-esteem and never cared about gifts, but any small or large gesture of strangers or acquaintances would make her doubt her intentions.

She never worked in her mother's kitchen because she was busy studying to become an independent woman. And here he cooked for the whole family.

Every afternoon or evening and early in the morning, her mother's phone calls made her close to her heart at the time. Important discussions were made about the recipes of that particular food that was to be cooked the next morning. That's how she managed to become a self-sufficient cook for her family.

His visits to his friends were nil. He had no friends he could call his own. All the friends she had now were friends of her husband or his wives.

On family vacations, she used to offer buffet table meals to her breakfast table for the family of six. Such was her family's dependence upon her. His feet caused pain when he was diagnosed with arthritis. But how could you be with arthritis pain when it is a disease for the elderly?

He would quit his job, be separated from his job to have his children studied for exams. It seemed like an exam for her. If they do well, they certainly had the genes of the Father. If they get fewer marks, it was all their fault as she was busy with her work.

And then she was tired, tired of doing everything for everyone but herself. I needed a break. She felt trapped in the endless chaos of life with no one to seek help. She felt as if she were spinning around a ball of yarn. A break was necessary to rejuvenate herself, make herself feel important, a break to write more about life, to paint the sunrise and the sunset.

I was planning a vacation. A single "women's journey" was her rescue. But unfortunately, why did his father say NO to this trip?

What did he have in mind? Did not your father trust your husband with your children? Why did the father trust this man when he married him? Why did the father want her to take her children to this vacation?

Was she raised as a queen with an open mind to be sent to jail and serve as a slave?

As she loves her father, she will continue to live in a broken marriage, so her own parents do not have to respond to society for their broken marriage. But it can not survive without air. She needs to fly, fly outdoors, wrap her lungs in the air only to return to the cage to breathe like a slave.