Not as Beautiful as Dreams

Not as Beautiful as Dreams

I stare at the sunshine.
I thought it would be as bright as the sun.
And I reached until I handheld in this hand ..
Start walking past the day,
It seems that a beautiful day I will not find,
The beginning of destruction came over,
The front barrier has been waiting,
The road I'm getting is getting thorny,
The ferocity of the waves prevent me from being able to,
The ocean of life that stretches can not afford to sail,
Tumbled sink and disappeared,
Stranded by black sand beach,
All the stare stabbed me,
They do not understand what's happening ..
All this also you will not understand ..
The world punishes me,
Mistakes are all delegated to me,
Did I lose? Or relent ?
Is this a test? Or is this a trial?
I do not know!! which must be a dream that I built collapsed on my own,
Nobody will pity me..
I'm buried in this sadness ..
@mamad
#poetry