Pop up thoughts
I remember battling with addictions, each time I would write, guess it makes me feel ease, with the hope to get over it.
Going through my old notes looking for what to share, I stumbled on this, so I decided to share
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Thoughts can be our best friend and our worst enemies.
As stated in the words of buddhist monk Matthias Ricard.
When those pop up thoughts come in and you know the end point is
against your will, do you still dwell on them?
Be it suicidal thoughts, violent thoughts or sexual oriented thoughts.
Sometimes they are so interesting that we lost in our very own thoughts.
I remember drowning myself in the pool of sexual oriented thoughts, I went on for 2hours without knowing time has really gone.
Was it wrong?
Well after all, its my thoughts, my very own, i never did nothing wrong, i only thought it through.
But come to think of it, what are you really doing to yourself.
Just last month I was robbed, four guys came from different points of the street while I was walking, they delt with me, in as much as I was being beaten, I didn't stop fighting back, trying to beat one of them up while receiving punches from the other three.
I was injured, but for 5days if not more, the scene never left my head, I wanted revenge, I wanted to go back and get something to revenge.
But after sometime with God's help, I ease it up.
If those thoughts keep popping, it could fuel our rage.
So something got my attention, i watched a movie sometime last year, can't really remember the name.
A young boy of age 14 was arrested for killing his friend with a knife over a little argument.
When the detective asked him why he killed his friend, he said his best friend pissed him off, so he had to silent him.
Shocked the detective further asked if he has ever killed before, surprisingly the young lad said "YES, I KILL EVERYDAY ".
Puzzled by his statement he was asked how?.
Then he took them to his room which was decorated with different HD games, not just anyhow games but those which speak violence.
It's obvious the young boy's brain has been configured over time.
Not possible?
Well this is totally objective.
Like the sound character series I do, (though I've not been able to put something up for sometime)
The song goes thus
"thought =action
Action =habit
Habit =character.
There is every tendency this could happen, especially when the child is not given Attention.
I for ones think violent movies and games stir up a kind of anger in ones heart,( this is very subjective).
So the real thing is what do you think about when you are alone?.
Indeed an idle mind is the devils workshop.
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