Today 29/11/17

As a wife and a mom. My life isn’t that easy as other moms and wife I made a choice that I can’t change. Some days I’m happy and some days I wasn’t.
The thing here is I don’t know if my choice is still the right choice I made from before. I know it’s normal to have argument with your partner but for me I feel like I’m loosing it and I’m becoming more and more impatient and hating everything.
My baby makes me feel happy which balance all what I feel. However with my partner he makes me smile and laugh but inside me I feel just okay.
I like love stories and everything to do with relationship but everytime I see it I know to myself and I feel like it isn’t real it’s just a choice we made. People said love is mysterious and no one can explain it.
Well I think I can explain it. First of all YES it’s a feeling that makes you happy,Sad and attached.
But those anyone think the all this feeling is a decision that all of us made.
Example
You love your partner and your too focus on your partner and always think that you love him and it will break your heart when you separate, so with this way of thinking the emotion inside you get aware that if that senario happen that’s what you’ll feel.
In conclusion, I think love is a emotion that we feel and to have this feeling our brain is already making you believe on things that you’ve thought before when something goes wrong or right.