Twisted fantasies

Between miles when I look back...
I knew it had to be you.
Your sweetness was appealing.
Oh!! How wonderful the feeling was...
When you were always full of surprises.
You stood right even when others were wrong.
I believed for once this was my hero.
My knight in shining armour
The beauty in me shone brightly each time. You were around...
How breath taking when you reassured me of your love...

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Remember those walls I built.
Now they are tumbling down coz I felt I found true love.
Every of my rules I had you breaking...
If the walls could talk. It would be a witness that I loved u for real...
I fell in love now I feel nothing at all.

I was a fool to let u break down my walls...
How was I supposed to know this was just mere fantasies...
How was I supposed to know all our promises were just going to be thrown in the wind so soon.
Sometimes luv comes around...and it knocks u down jx get back up when it knocks u down..

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You refused to love me..
When I needed you most..
I was broken but I understood..
You couldn't love the type of me...
I cried but slowly I understood...
Coz my love don't cost a thing..
I wiped my tears and moved on..
I concluded that I wasn't good enough..
Maybe not for your type of man..

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I needed love.
I wanted love.
Please where is love??
Where can I find it??
It's no more written on the faces.
It's no more showing in our hearts.
I need love; tell me where can I find love??
Love I heard from them is beautiful.
But I saw differently
I experienced differently.
I ask again where is love??

You wrote me off
But I never gave up
I hoped my type of man would come..
I always thought of falling in love with someone like you..
Now I realize that things that fall get broken..
I never want any of that anymore...

You should never have given up on me..
Coz am now my best..
I hoped my type of man would come..
And alas!! He sailed through..
Now I can find love..
Coz he loved the real me..
He loves me through my worst fears..
He looks into my eyes even in my worst moments..
And tells me sweetly... "I love the woman I fell in love with..you are beautiful and strong"..even when I never believed in my self..
This is the man that completes the real me..

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Even if the stars would look alike..
I never want you back into my life.
You can take your words and all your lies..
I really don't care..
You don't deserve to know how I felt about you..
Coz now it doesn't matter anymore

Written by @kweenzykruzy