I'm not shy

Feels a row was not old enough to attend school with faulty image I would like to attend school up to the point to him that (1) Basic school equipment. So, the students go back to school and two siblings together. And I leave the bicycle tires bad heat product. School for two siblings to return to cycling road tires bloom Boil away, and my brother and me two shots. A single smoldering bicycles and do not know how to get back home. The house is too far to go. So the two siblings bicycle Kalay intersection most people's organizations themselves, but had to cut back. She did not mention why here I am. He was placed at home with keeping bikes reed Bike ride. I did not carry late in tuition. Tuition rules, late one beaten, but his father and mother did not groan.
'I want to eat the children of parents education, you have to do it for the future of life you are suspicious.. School will put the money to work at home. If you quit and forced our children to attend the course of divisible immediately. So very hard to say I do not really mind. Although our parents are poor ... Ready to dinner on time, try to be ready to go to school because I have given clothing, food should not go to school. I did not get his father and mother mourns chance to tell the parents to fetch because I understand my own life. So taken ordeal challenge parents did not say much as possible themselves. .
Friends as well as the links to see something too lazy, I typically call my home battered the bow. I was actually pretty good that people come to live. Posted a picture to criticize what others will think what I think, I think the heat was worth it. Just a short life expectancy local thickness mind yourself, bondage . Think it fits in one, the black smoke it. I find the sin of the note was one of frustration and negative nature. Not just turn my ego submitted before court tells me how. Look how me how to treat me. If uncertain view each comment and frustration he does something out of context. I harming ink He said he was exceptional.
In my mind I imagine frustration. This is what we expect from people who totally do. We do not need to be trying to make the likes of your family if you do not hurt the environment. I just feel that I should go. I have to take care of those who see the bad side Do not be overly changed. Disappears from time to just be the losers if defeated.
Just before I stopped breathing my life and my freedom. I really want to stand up, it's hard to understand me, my friends and I want to continue my days. Just rags no building seems to want to talk with friends. I want to laugh. Posted a picture through an easy time with Continental and you do not. Thousand allergic and shape Embrace inadvertently want his precious time with one pass.

က်ြန္မ မရွက္တက္ပါ(၂)
ေမာင္ေလးက အတန္းငယ္ေသးလုိ႔ ထုိေက်ာင္းမွာတက္ရင္ရလ်က္သားနဲ႔ အစ္မႀကီးတက္တဲ့ေက်ာင္းပဲတက္ခ်င္ပါတယ္ဆုိလုိ႔ သူ႔ကုိပါ အမွတ္(၁)အေျခခံပညာအတက္တန္းေက်ာင္း ေျပာင္းထားေပးရတယ္။ဒီေတာ့ ေက်ာင္းသြား ေက်ာင္းျပန္ ေမာင္ႏွမနွစ္ေယာက္အတူတူပါ။တစ္ရက္ေတာ့တာယာမေကာင္းတဲ့စက္ဘီးကုိ ေနပူထဲထားမိတယ္ထင္ပါရဲ႕။ေက်ာင္းဆင္းေတာ့ ေမာင္ႏွမႏွစ္ေယာက္ စက္ဘီးစီးျပန္လာရင္း လမ္းမွာတာယာက ပြင့္ထြက္သြားတယ္။က်ြန္မတုိ႔ ေမာင္ႏွမႏွစ္ေယာက္ခမ်ာျပဳတ္ထြက္ေနတဲ့ စက္ဘီးတစ္စီးနဲ႔ အိမ္ကုိဘယ္လုိျပန္ရမွန္းမသိဘူး။အိမ္ကလဲ အေဝးႀကီးသြားရဦးမွာ။ဒီေတာ့ ေမာင္ႏွမႏွစ္ေယာက္ စက္ဘီးကုိမျပီး ကေလးျမဳိ႔ရဲ႕ လူအစည္းကားဆုံးလမ္းဆုံကုိ ျဖတ္ျပန္ရတယ္။ဒါေပမဲ့ ကုိယ့္ကုိယ္ကုိယ္ မိန္းမပ်ဴိေလးပါလားရယ္လုိ႔ က်ြန္မ မရွက္ခဲ့ဘူး။အိမ္ေရာက္ေတာ့ စက္ဘီးကုိ အိမ္မွာခ်ထားခဲ့ျပီး က်ဴရွင္တန္းသြားရတယ္။စက္ဘီးကုိ မစီးရဘဲ ထမ္းျပန္ေနရလုိ႔က်ဴရွင္ခ်ိန္ေနာက္က်တယ္။က်ဴရွင္စည္းကမ္းအရ ေနာက္က်လုိ႔ အရုိက္ခံရေပမယ့္ မိဘကုိ တစ္ခ်က္မညည္းျပခဲ့ဘူး။
'ပညာသင္တယ္ဆုိတာ မိဘေတြက သားသမီးလုပ္စာကုိ စားခ်င္လုိ႔ သင္ခုိင္းတာမဟုတ္ဘူး။နင္တုိ႔ဘဝေရွ႕ေရးအတြက္ သင္ခုိင္းတာ။ေက်ာင္းထားရမယ့္ အခ်ိန္မွာ အိမ္အလုပ္လုပ္ခုိင္းမယ္။ေငြရတဲ့ အျပင္အလုပ္ထြက္လုပ္ခုိင္းမယ္ဆုိရင္ ငါတုိ႔သားသမီးလုပ္စာကုိ ခ်က္ခ်င္းစားလုိ႔ရတယ္။ဒါေႀကာင့္ ပညာသင္ခ်ိန္မွာ ေက်ာင္းတက္ရတာ ပင္ပန္းလွတယ္လုိ႔စိတ္ထဲမထားနဲ႔။ငါတုိ႔ မိဘေတြကဆင္းရဲေပမယ့္ နင္တုိ႔ အခ်ိန္မွန္ထမင္းစားဖုိ႔အသင့္ ေက်ာင္းတက္ဖုိ႔ အသင့္ျဖစ္ေအာင္ ႀကဳိူစားေပးထားတာမုိ႔ သူမ်ားလုိ မဝတ္ရ မစားရ ေက်ာင္းမသြားရဘူးလုိ႔ မိဘကုိ ျငိဳျငင္တာမ်ူိးမလုပ္ရဘူး'တဲ့။မိဘေတြက အက်ဴိးအေႀကာင္းကုိ ခ်က္က်လက္က် ေျပာျပထားတာမုိ႔ က်ြန္မ ကုိယ့္ဘဝ ကုိယ္နားလည္တယ္။ဒါေႀကာင့္ ေတာ္ေတာ္တန္တန္ အခက္အခဲကုိ မိဘစိတ္ဆင္းရဲေအာင္ ေျပာမျပခဲ့ဘူး။ကုိယ္တက္ႏုိင္သေလာက္ ကုိယ့္ဘာသာ ျဖရွင္ခဲ့တယ္။
မိတ္ေဆြေတြကုိ အျပင္ဆုိင္တစ္ခုခုမွာ ထြက္ေတြ႔ရတာမ်ဴိးကုိ ပ်င္းလြန္တဲ့က်ြန္မကေတာ့ ထုံးစံအတုိင္း က်ြန္မအိမ္အစုတ္ေလးကုိ အလည္ေခၚေနဦးမွာပါပဲ။က်ြန္မကုိ တကယ္ခင္တဲ့လူေတြကလဲ လာေနႀကဦးမွာပါပဲ။လူ႔ေလာကမွာ တျခားသူေတြကဘယ္လုိထင္မလဲ ဘယ္လုိေဝဖန္မလဲလုိ႔ ေတြးပူရတာမတန္ဘူးလုိ႔ထင္တယ္။လူ႔သက္တမ္းက တုိတုိေလးမွာ ပတ္ဝန္းက်င္ရဲ႕စိတ္နဲ႔ ကုိယ့္ကုိယ္ကုိယ္ ခ်ဴပ္ေႏွာင္မထားသင့္ဘူး။လူဆုိတာက ကုိယ္နဲ႔တည့္ရင္ အေကာင္းေျပာမယ္။ကုိယ္အလုိမက်တာ တစ္ခ်က္ေတြ႔ရင္ အျပစ္ကုိရွာျပီးမေကာင္းေျပာတက္ႀကတာသဘာဝပါ။မတည့္ဘူးဆုိတာကလဲ ကုိယ့္အတၱကုိ ေရွ႕တန္တင္ျပီး ငါ့ကုိဘယ္လုိေျပာတယ္။ငါ့ကုိဘယ္လုိဆက္ဆံတယ္။ငါ့ကုိ ဘယ္လုိႀကည့္တယ္ဆုိျပီး မေရမရာထင္ျမင္ခ်က္ေတြနဲ႔ ကုိယ္အလုိမက်တုိင္း အျမင္မႀကည္တက္သူမ်ားပါတယ္။ကုိယ့္ကုိတစ္ခုခုထိခုိက္နစ္နာေအာင္ တမင္ရည္ရြယ္လုပ္ဖူးသူ ေျပာဆုိဖူးသူကေတာ့ ျခြင္းခ်က္ေပါ့။
စဥ္းစားႀကည့္ရင္ က်ြန္မစိတ္နဲ႔က်ြန္မကုိယ္တုိင္ေတာင္ အလုိမက်ျဖစ္တက္ေသးတာပဲ။သူမ်ားဆီက က်ြန္မတုိ႔ ဘာေတြေမ်ွာ္လင့္ေနရမွာလဲ။ဒီလုိပဲလူအားလုံးအႀကဳိက္ျဖစ္ေအာင္ႀကဳိးစားေနဖုိ႔လဲ မလုိအပ္ပါဘူး။ကုိယ့္မိသားစု ကုိယ့္ပတ္ဝန္းက်င္ကုိ မထိခုိက္ဘူးဆုိရင္ ကုိယ္အဆင္ေျပသလုိ ေနလုိ႔ စားလုိ႔ သြားလုိ႔ရသင့္တယ္။ကုိယ့္ကုိမေကာင္းတဲ့ဘက္က ႀကည့္ေနသူေတြကုိ ဂရုစုိက္ျပီးလုိက္ျပဳျပင္ေျပာင္းလဲေနဖုိ႔ မလုိဘူး။အခ်ိန္တန္ရင္ေလထဲကစကား ေလထဲေပ်ာက္သြားမွာကုိ ကုိယ့္စိတ္အပင္ပန္းခံေနရင္ ရႈံးတာေပါ့။
က်ြန္မကေတာ့ အသက္ရႈမရပ္ခင္ေလးမွာ ကုိယ့္ဘဝနဲ႔ကုိယ္ လြတ္လြတ္လပ္လပ္ ရပ္တည္ခ်င္တယ္။က်ြန္မကုိ တကယ္ခင္မင္သူ က်ြန္မကုိနားလည္ေပးတက္သူ မိတ္ေဆြေတြနဲ႔ က်ြန္မရဲ႕ေန႔ရက္ေတြကုိ ေရွ႔ဆက္ခ်င္တယ္။က်ြန္မရဲ႕ အိမ္စုတ္ေလးမွာ သူငယ္ခ်င္းေတြနဲ႔ စကားေျပာခ်င္တယ္။ဟန္ေဆာက္မႈမရွိ ရယ္ေမာခ်င္တယ္။လူ႔ေလာကမွာ ေနရသေလာက္အခ်ိန္ေတြကုိ စိတ္ေပါ့ေပါ့ပါးပါးနဲ႔ ျဖတ္သန္းခ်င္တယ္။ကုိယ့္ကုိမတည့္သူ အေယာက္တစ္ေထာင္ရွိတာကုိဂရုမစုိက္ဘဲ ကုိယ္ခင္တြယ္ရသူတစ္ေယာက္နဲ႔ပဲ အဖုိးတန္အခ်ိန္ေတြကုိ အတူျဖတ္သန္းခြင့္ရခ်င္တယ္။

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