My deep dark secret
Most time we write for attention cause we're afraid of being alone we feel at peace with ourselves when there's someone there for us we're delighted, then they're gone; leaving us in the dark stuck with nothing but our thoughts for comfort, then the darkness slowly crawls into our minds along with pain and anxiety.
Then depression sets in "I don't want to live anymore", "I feel like I wasn't born to be happy" that's our consciousness questioning our soul, our soul is filled with insecurity and confusion we want it to stop we don't know how, so we find ways to runaway from it or dampen it but one way or the other it would crawl it's way back to our mind and it's like we're reliving our death over and over again. But there's nothing we can't do to stop it so we put on a fake smile and lie to ourselves it's going to be okay but deep within we know it's not.
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