Confusion

I had two love that gave my life emotion, so close they were that more adrenaline I was experiencing,
I felt guilt in the first months when everything started and all because of an erotic thought in which I ate them both with kisses.
While one caresses me instead I in the other I thought, until there came a time when I did not know for what love I felt and only know that it is a secret that I will take to the grave.