Relationship with Body: Complicated
Originally posted on June 9th, 2017
I just had to shave myself for work after a long time of growing it out.
It makes me upset but I guess this is the thing that “femme passing” models have to do to keep the lights on.I honestly don’t know where I stand at the moment and there’s a fear of being judged by others as I fluctuate between thoughts and feelings I have about myself and my body.
Did I mention that I once wanted top surgery and pectoral muscle implants? That was a ride. Also, I don’t feel like inducing autoimmune diseases via foreign cosmetic implant.
Another point of time, after looking at an edited image of Grace Neutral, I had interest in nipple amputation but there’s probably no legal way to do it under anesthesia. Unless a top surgery doctor is willing to do it.
I think my feelings about my nipples is complex. I feel like I hate how nipples are sexualized by the public, especially when attached to breasts and/or femme bodies.
I don’t feel like I need a dick but my labia is huge already.
I guess what I do with my body is a story for another time…
Image credit: (x)
Lovely post, thanks for the insight into yourself and your relationship to your body, I'm following upvoting and resteemed, as we need more queer content, also if you are into discord, there is a bunch of use queer people there :) I also listed your post there for promotion.
Thank you so much! I have a Discord, where do I find you? I'm kathteamonroe on most sites, if you need to DM me.
Society's weird... I say the more people that rebel against these weird and arbitrary norms for our bodies, the better!
I understand how you feel about nipples being sexualized, but I kinda really like 'em. Took me a while to like my own but now we're cool hahaha
Great post!!!
I wish they lay flatter!