The Guy I Never Loved
He was all in for me, cared for me so much and I took him for granted.
He'd call me and I'd give silly excuses.
Guess what?
He never felt bad.
But I did.
I know it was just a kinda default setting that made me misbehave because I think he wouldn't leave me.
Because he loved me and all.
So even when I try to apologize for what I've done.
He'd ask me not to bother.
That he loves me and it doesn't matter.
👆🏻 That only made me susceptible to treating him like trash the more.
But then I knew all along it was wrong.
It's not like I wanted to do it, but I just found myself doing it because I knew he wouldn't mind anyway.
I just knew that I would end up disrespecting him and treating him like trash so I didn't agree to date him.
Even when he came to my house to beg me and all.
Not everyone can stand their grounds like that.
Some may just give in because the guy has been on their case and they're single.
I had the temptation of saying Yes several times.
But I knew what I wanted.
I wanted someone I will love with the same love that he loves me
Someone I can respect.
You don't go into a relationship out of pity.
If not, you will pity yourself for doing so.
Yeah, totally agreed, you shouldn't be with someone out of pity. Also I think you shouldn't treat people badly just because they don't necessarily mind it. You can also respectfully refuse them, although it is hard sometimes indeed.
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