How do you get the things you want in life?

So im in love with my 2006 dodge charger rt although i do wish i bought the 06 srt8 charger i had a chance to purchase a newer version but for whatever reason i like the older ones better from 06 to 2010 and thats because of the body style to me it just looks so mean and it looks fast just sitting at a stop ...whats your favoriate car is there a car you have that you just wont upgrade or is there a car out there maybe you dont have yet but want one so bad and you relize at that point you will find away to have one no matter what and you then relize you will have one in your lifetime well thats how i felt before i finally bought mine and you get that feeling that you can taste its a werid feeling when you get to the point you know you will have somthing before you even have it or can even afford it but you do everything in your power to make sure it comes to life and it did for me and after that everything i wanted i started getting ...so the moral of the story is if you want somthing bad enough you will make sure it happens now i went from being homeless to haveing everthing i needed in life all because of that feeling you get inside that tells you that you can do it now its hard to explain but im sure others have had the same feeling so now that i have my house and my cars and motorcycles beautifull children money in the bank and a good paying job i have become lazy and i dont know how to get that feeling that i once used to have were i knew i could have anything i wanted if i wanted it why have i lost that feeling i am now trying to start my own online business and i keep failing mainly selling on AMAZON AND EBAY or just making money online period im tired of working for a boss in a big wearhouse were you never get noticed and your pay level will only get so high so why have i lost my drive to succeed were did it go i see everyone makeing money online on sites like Amazon ebay merch by Amazon and it drives me nuts that i cant figure it out so how do you get that drive back is it simply i must not really want it anymore or as bad as i once wanted somthing like my house or my dodge charger why cant i succeed in starting my own business i feel like i want it bad but maybe im just not putting in enough time or maybe its because im trying to do it on my own maybe i need to suround myself around others trying to do the same thing maybe i need a mentor but i want that feeling back were i knew i could have anything i wanted im not sure why i let that feeling slip away it helped me get everything i have today and i used to be homeless and i grew up as poor as they come i need to figure it out or just go for it take chances and just await the outcome i guess im saying dont let nothing get in your way of doing what you want in life because i once knew i could have the world if i wanted it but when you get lazy and loose that magic touch its hard to get it back so dont give up on yourself because the only one it hurts is you and your family...we need to want things just as bad as we want to breath lol try it hold your breath and tell me the only thing your thinking of hopfully it should be air more air you just want to breath so how did you get that breath well you took it because you knew you could so i hope today i start really trying to acheive my goals again intead of procrastinating and thinking im good because i have a few bucks in the bank sorry this turned into such a rant im a horible speller and writer as amatter afact i never write this long and i think its great i can do this here on steemit shit im not even sure if any of this makes sence but atleast im trying its been a long time since i wrote like this lol