The Gift of Tears

in #poetry9 years ago (edited)



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November,
A month before Christmas
And the furnace
Is now mostly on…
The familiar scent
Of dust and dry heat
In the house.


I’m wandering again
First in my thoughts
And then up
And down stairs…
Looking
For what—
Significance?


I’ll settle
For my reading glasses
I don’t really need
And that’s why
I guess
They call them
Cheaters.

Suits me,
And I’m back
To seeking God again
Like I did
When I was eleven
And saw De Mille’s
Ten Commandments.

I wanted to march
Up that mountain
And confront him…
Now, not so much
He scares me
And breaks my heart

But I’ve got to tell you
Late at night
When it’s very still
I hear his voice,
Feel his presence,
And it’s real,
So don’t think
I should be locked up—

Just turn me loose
And let me keep
Running my mouth
And failing his tests
And I’ll get by
More or less.

Yeah, I know God,
He makes me cry
And just when I think
He’s given up
He says something else
That touches me

And then I forget
All about my fears…
As he gives me
The gift of tears.



© 2017, John J Geddes. All rights reserved



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Thanks, John.

"And just when I think
He’s given up
He says something else
That touches me..."

... like He did today, reminding me--by way of your poetry--of His faithfulness.

😄😇😄

@creatr

thank you @creatr, for always being an encouragement

And then I forget
All about my fears…
As he gives me
The gift of tears.

Broken by His Grace, and safe in His embrace. Thank you for the reminder, John.

you're welcome, lydon :)

Its amazing ! Beautiful lines !! 👍

You are welcome !

Great work , you doing great. I love this post .
And thanks for sharing

Namste

thank you,@lalitswami - very encouraging

Great words

Stunning poem and so very true

OMG I like your poem so much, I sort of got shivers from it :O
It's very beautiful

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I wanted to march
Up that mountain
And confront him…
Now, not so much
He scares me...

beautiful...arrested by same feeling. thank you very much.

thank you, @lumen - yes, kindred spirits :)

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