As I have little motivation to do anything(especially online.I haven't even checked my crypto portfolio in a while) But, I have had a few people ask why I've been gone for so long, and seemed concerned for us...so a brief rundown.
I recently lost my heart and soul. The most beautiful piece of my life left and i am trying my best to continue on. It is like my breath has been taken from me. I have no power, will or want to do much of anything.
I know eventually things will get better,one way or another, but for now...I am powerless and feel lost in a world i once loved.
KATIE, I LOVE YOU TO THE DEPTHS OF MY HEART, AND OF MY SOUL. MY WHOLE EXISTENCE YEARNS FOR YOUR RETURN. MY LIFE IS BUT AN EMPTY SHELL WITHOUT YOU. AND, I KNOW YOU FEEL AS EMPTY, AND I WISH I COULD JUST MAKE IT ALL BETTER. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.