Can i win this moment?

I will not accept

What others see as genuine,

I see it as well however I don't feel like it's valid

Possibly it's my time against theirs

I trust I'm not the one behind

Regardless of whether I was, let it not be their musings achieving

Would i be able to win this minute?

I need to be the victor this season

Love kindly don't send me to treachery

I've endured enough

Planning to carry on with an ordinary life

Despite the fact that I hear murmurs

Attempting to change my part of the present

Would i be able to win this minute?

See, I'm depleted

A few days I wish to be butchered

I'm not so much sincerely tormented

I'm simply confounded,

Inwardly, and rationally

In spite of the fact that everytime I petition God for a break

I trust I'm not late

Would i be able to win this period?

It's never again you, him, her or them

It's never again us or our own

That lapsed with weeks, days and hours,

Presently it's simply me

Be that as it may, unfortunately I'm not simply alone

Only i'm and desolate

Would i be able to win this minute?

Set apart down a tiny bit at a time,

Passages to sentences,

Sentences to little expressions,

Expressions to simply words,

Words to shortened forms

At that point late answers to no answers

Would i be able to win this prize?

See my life

I never needed the agony

Regardless I don't trust it's mine,

Individuals are talking and I'm quiet

Well I'd preferably fight with my uneasiness

Trusting it's simply fantasy

That won't debilitate me

Would i be able to win this minute?