The Concealed Feeling for an Envoy

To what extent I feel this way,
Where ways parted by distrustful emissary,
Why such look down before me and the leader,
Whose leader did his part on me nearer,
And to the populace needs direction this way,
But only God knows things in broader.

Wherever we are though, or in an institutions
With pious or impious one inside belongs,
Never trust anybody then,
Sometimes can lead to despair and desolation,
By the differences of anybody,
And indifferent thought of somebody belongs.

Looking in the brighter side so,
Feeling this heart with tears not by sorrow,
But beam and glee inside this spirit of mine,
While gazing the offspring in the colorful pasture,
Glancing a moment while they’re full of life,
A life of little one in ignorance.

Life maybe like this,
In this Earth we momentarily live,
Yes, may be tough and harsh in grayish color,
But someday be cleanse and turns to white,
Some things happen with grounds,
And trust God more than anyone else.

Yours truly,
Jess <3