Thinking too much can only cause problems.
Thinking too much of what others think of you ultimately changes what you think of yourself..
Stop Thinking too much, it is alright not to know all the answers..
Some women fear the fire some women simply become it..
Just remember that sometimes, the way you think about a person isn’t the way they actually are
The ocean isn’t calm, yet everyone finds peace within it. Some people find calm in the chaos.
The beach is such a calm place and the perfect place to feel serenity and peace
Dance with the waves, move with the sea. Let the rhythm of the water set your soul free
As endless as the ocean as timeless as the tides
I know life is absolute shit sometimes.
Nobody said it would be easy, but nobody ever told us how hard it could be.
I know people break promises.
Make mistakes.
Things don’t always turn out right or as planned.
People lie.
People even have a tendency to leave at the worst of times.
You have to deal with certain issues like depression, anxiety, panic attacks, paranoia, disordered eating, and suicidal thoughts and tendencies.
Selfharm, selfhate, and disordered eating.
Which are hard things to come by.
They take you and your life over.
They change you in many more ways than one.
They ruin things and chances of happiness for you.
They tend to make you feel worthless or as if you’re a horrible person.
Some of them come in voices while others in dreams or thoughts.
They find your weakness and hold it against you.
I know in the end it all declines the chances for you to wanting to be alive.
Wanting to awake in the morning to reality.
Everyday is a struggle just to keep breathing.
You begin to want to give up.
You lose all faith in yourself to hold on any longer.
But I want you to know that aside from everything; no matter how difficult or hard things may be, your life matters.
I can’t promise you tonight or tomorrow, but I can asure you one day things will come together for you, and work out for the better.
You’ll be able to be yourself again.
You’ll be able to awake not forced; but wanting to.
You’ll smile.
You won’t find breathing a struggle.
You won’t harm yourself anymore because you won’t have a reason to want to anymore.
You’ll be able to recover and be a witness to people that recovering is possible.
You’ll be able to say.“I made it.”
To say that you beat all your demons away and you’re free now.
Because life is short.
It’s limited on it’s time, and you don’t need to waste it.
You’re life matters, and you deserve to be happy and live it wonderfully.
So if you’re thinking of commiting today, please don’t.
Because it is merely only a temporary problem to a permanent sulution.
I know you think nobody cares, and that nobody would miss you, but I can asure you I do not even know and yet I know I already would.
Because the thought of someone taking a valuable, precious life breaks my heart.
You are beautiful.
You are worth so much more than letting something take over your life, and causing you too end it.
You deserve happiness, kindness, and to make something out of you life, and have wonderful memories to look back on.
You deserve to make new accomplishments and do great things.
And with ending your life right here, right now, you’d never get to experience any of that.