Am I still me?

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Am I still me ?
Strange voices in the head
Control, control is all it wanted.

Am I still me ?
Cravings of pure ecstasy drag me off my feet,
Diving in the ocean of endless pleasure
Non stop, no resistance, deeper. Deeper till identity becomes void.

Am I still me,
Chained to the words of this voice within,
No control, a dog obedient to the words of my master
Who then am I?

Am I still me ?
All that comes to mind is how to please myself
One more strike, up, down, up down till I shoot out the fluid within.

Am I still me ?
Shame and guilt sweep me feet
Yet claimed to be fulfilled,
Eyes attentive to those internet sites.
Lockers away from others.

Am I still me?
When the keys of control is far off from me
Oh, when did I get to this point of no return.
Am I still ME.
Now craving for escape.....

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