How to coloring the bleak picture of my life?

Every day repeating the same work, meeting people like the day before, nothing new, not learning anything useful. Then my mind, the knowledge in the head just stop here, right?
There is no light in the chest, at least to be able to breathe and take deep breath to know that I still have vitality.
1 year, or 2 years, how long does it last, wonder if I can get the job I loves to live up to it and have the passion to coloring the bleak picture of my life, to take pride in yourself with everyone around me and let each time I close my eyes and wake up with happiness.