I AM SORRY.😢

mama the hands that touches me
i mistakes them for yours
everything out here is wrong

mama
every where here is drunk with safety
but i am still afraid in my heart
hello mama, i am sorry

mama
i call you but forget what's on my mind
i am doing everything here
but without you i am doing nothing

mama
i don't like this distance
it elongated the silence between us

mama i am trying
but this world is trying to break me
i don't blame it on my pains

mama i am trying
this pains pain me where i don't even know
mama everything in me is pain
i am shattered in the ways of men
that only mother can cure me