Introduction Beauty of creativity ~10% Beneficiary to shy-fox

I have grown up in the shelter of my uncles and grandfathers for so long. However, one thing I have learned is that the sooner you can make your own way, the better. Because your respect is only when you have money. Understand. Sometimes I think it would not be good to have a father, it would be better to have a mother. While I was in 3rd grade, my mother left this mortal world in the state of delivery to attend the court of Allah.Just leave me destitute in this world. In 3rd grade, my mother happily lost her life because I was Roll-2. But none of my uncles and aunts were happy. Even though their sons and daughters are now sitting with 50,60,100 rolls, they are still good.When get Roll-1 in class-4, but mother will not get a chance to be happy with that good news. Creator did not give her that opportunity. He has suffered a lot in the world. After my parents got married, he had to endure a lot of torture. My mother used to cook food for about 12-13 people.Cooking 3 times a day and sleeping peacefully at night was not an opportunity. He used to go to bed at about 12 o'clock, get up at 5-6 o'clock and prepare cooked breakfast. The second mother after my mother is my grandfather. She treats me very well. There is no such thing that makes me smile. But she is getting old today because of her age. Because everyone is different, I live with her and I have an uncle (unmarried).While living with my grandfather, I learned to cook with my grandfather. If he is sick, I can cook the food. I can't cook like Ahamri with fun. If I don't have a mother, I have to accept this. My father doesn't have any headache about me because I am with my grandparents. Money matters only with education. He would not pay for any other matter. This is the money to buy clothes once a year.And as I got older, my self-esteem started to increase. Gradually, I started to increase the distance with everyone because of my self-respect. That's the money! Maybe I can think of getting better with them for money. I have a little more self-esteem. So I started living alone. I started walking alone. From then on loneliness and nature became my friend.Seeing the sea alone. Getting lost in the middle of nature became my favorite subject. We have sea here, both near the mountains. About 1 km east of the mountains! About 1 km west of the sea. And this is why I started to be more and more alone. I started to cut the loneliness a little better to take pictures.The moment the picture is taken, the frame is closed. And it feels good to see after that moment. Editing pictures, drawing pictures, writing poems, listening to songs are all my favorite things. I think music is the only thing that can tell a whole life story in one line. Whether the mind is calm, bad, or happy.There is no alternative to the song. And draw pictures! I used to draw a lot when he was sitting at the reading table. I still remember when I was young, I was just admitted to school, I used to draw pictures of some fish and put them on the wall.Now is not the time. I do tuition and I am trying to do somethin

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Forgive mistakes will look beautiful. I am ending my introductory episode by wishing everyone well

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