Vlog 088 - Breakups, Drinking, And The Future

isoliz (58)in #vlog • 8 years ago (edited)

It has happened again. Jennifer and I have broken up. I feel like the boy who cried wolf, but this time it seems final. She seems to have had enough with me, and I don't really blame her. It seems like I have not been a positive force in her life lately.

I don't know what will happen but I will keep you posted.

Also, I drank last night. It was only one drink but I have broken my sobriety and now I have to deal with that. It is in no way was because of the breakup. I was thinking about this for the last few weeks. I felt like I just needed to get off the treadmill and start all over again. Maybe this time I will do it better.

Finally, I am not sure what will happen going forward. I feel like it will be too difficult to be so close to Jennifer and not be able to see her. Part of me wants to stay and build a life here, but the other part wants to run away. I'm still undecided on what to do.

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