Tonight, I pissed everybody off...

Tonight is the first Friday of September, so I was over at the gallery doing my readings...

The first "reading" I had to do tonight was for another psychic, who met a guy and wants him to be "the one". He is totally obsessed with said "guy" who is an airplane steward and a stand-up comic. The Querant has already been to his tarot card reader who never fails him, who told him the 2 of them are destined to be together, for sure.

The Querant is OBSESSED - although he has not heard from "the one" for 6 days... they have gone on 2 dates and to a concert.

This is not my area of expertise. I do not know the protocol for how to get into a good relationship and stay in it, believe you me... but I do know what this guy, the Querant, is doing. I have done THIS a million times.

So, I was up front - I told him - sorry - you can't do a Sigil in which you attempt to manipulate another's FREE WILL without blow back. I have done it. It was NOT pretty or fun.

Here are the 2 sigils we came up with "I am neutral and have clear sight regarding Chris" and "I attract the right person for me"

After that... I had another reading in which the girl wants a good job and a healthy relationship - who does not want this? But she only attracts wackos - I knew this woman was a sexual abuse survivor - I just knew it, but if she knows it she wasn't telling. I did not feel it was my place to bring this to her attention tonite in this crowded venue with all her friends around talking about tripping and drinking...

I did not have the good news to deliver. I had to tell her that she has to find a relationship with her Higher Self which is right there behind her - in order to attract the other things she wants in her life. I had to tell her that drawing shows her - unwilling to let go, and work on herself instead of trying to get. She was totally shut down and unwilling to level with me. The drawing showed me- she has a Higher Self and she herself is unwilling to give up her plans and ideas. She believes in the Spirit when things are going her way and then changes her mind when she wants to try to make things happen.

Next I had a 20-year-old college student. We decided to do a sigil "I know my life's purpose." She is going to school for "sociology" but is only in school because her parents want her to be... she is not a "planner" - she has no idea what she wants to "be". I had to be up front with her and tell her she is going into huge debt for other people's expectations - when she is a FREE SPIRIT. Get out of school - go learn from LIVING. She did NOT want to hear that AT ALL.

There was another lady, I felt really sad for. She was having her ovaries removed in 3 weeks because of tumors. I decided not to charge her or do a drawing for her - just talk to her. She was so fucked up. So negative. Controlling. She was complaining because her husband had retired and was just sitting around the house. She was so messed up - she had been interrupting me before when I was talking to another gal... I felt so sad for her - she is trying to control her husband and everyone else and she's so negative. I gave her the 7-day mental diet which I did and worked wonders for me. I told her she was going to have to work this out with herself spiritually - not use gossip. Stop talking to her kids about how fucked up her husband is, yadda yadda. I even gave her my phone number and told her to call me if she needs help.

Every person tonight did not get their way from my readings. They were very impatient. I prayed my way through tonight, and it's super late here and I have to get up at the crack of dawn to go do something un-fun. I just needed to share this experience so I can go to sleep.