Story

I've always been a serious person, back at home when I was very little and now that im almost an adult, I've never actually felt any excitement for anything that isn't a game release or a certain date, which should actually be called anticipation or something.

Lately, I've been called "shut", "quiet", "simple" and "calm" a lot. I don't like that at all. I feel like I can't do anything out of my regular boring schedule. I don't do any sports or excercise, Im not really a fan of watching series (I do enjoy watching some but "thrill" isn't quite it), I simply don't have any activities that give me that but of excitement im looking for...

My thoughts on this

I don't do sports because im terribly bad at it, I've tried football but it's too intense for me, I've tried volleyball but my body can't take all the jumps and my blocks and passes are never in place, My aim at basketball is terrible and I can't take away a ball from others, I simply can't play anything.

I believe the excitement of not knowing what might happen but knowing you influence the outcome is the excitement im looking for. Being a part of something that can truly hype you up and make you give it all you've got. I don't excel at anything so I would really have to work hard for it, I would if I had the resources since I do have the will.

Why "we" in the title?

Some people might feel useless, unloved, like they can't really do anything, there was this classmate of mine that was super popular with girls, incredibly good at sports, was part of a band and performed perfectly at school. The problem was that he ended up crying twice because he felt unloved.

Im not the only one that needs to find his true passion, I believe there are many people tied to passions they don't even want to pursue anymore but are forced to follow because of compromises. We need to make our minds on what we really want to do, give everything a chance and think throughly before deciding.

Conclusion

I feel empty, useless, many people do, we envy those who seem happy all the time, with many friends and hobbies. We have to try to find what really thrills us and satiates that thirst for feelings most of us have. Just watching won't make you happy, be part of it, part of your own life.