I'm sorry I suck at stopping

I'm sorry, I know it's a liability
But I never know the lines
Never understand when to stop saying things inside my head
Never understand how to express my feelings to people, that I care.
Never know when to hold myself nor my tongue.

Always spoken my mind, out loud. And proud.
Never missed a beat.
But rarely my heart.

I'm sorry I suck at boundaries, letting my heart control over my course of action.
I'm sorry I suck at stopping, even fully knowing that it's wrong, yet it felt right.

I'm sorry I trusted people so much.
That whenever they come running back, whenever they turn to just look at how I'm doing. No matter how cruel or unforgiving they have been to me.
I will always take them with open arms.
Blind as to the things they've done. And forgive them in an instant.

I will not care about the distance, the time nor the place that they left once you were gone. If you turn your they to me, I will go back. I will came running back. I will climb mountains, swim across oceans, fight off monsters and go fucking back.
No matter how broken I'd be. No matter how strong my resolve has been.

I know, I suck at stopping.

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