Life Is Somewhat Complex,So...
There are things we don't need to dig, but life is somehow complex. So---
You shouldn't be regretting things you don't have control with, because in the first place it was not your decision. It is not your responsibility to regret, rather be grateful that thing happened as it is. You don't have to blame yourself. Because as far as moral is concern, you did the braviest thing of keeping your problems hidden. And your rants kept.
It is not nice to hurt someone verbally. Some are sensitive, so am I. So am not letting you hear things that I consider as worst. But if you find my ways insulting or somehow negative. Do I have to explain myself? And who to blame?
©Allyn
Good day!