Got Through The Crazy Day And Life Now It's Nighttime Again

Got kinda tired and sick today, that's okay, getting up tomorrow too, will have some extra time, use it well. It's that winter time struggle, want to get on top!! It's good, head is buzzing well!! I will let myself onto the projects, still going to release the 3rd part of the experiment music before the end of this month. I have events and interests to work on yes! This 2019 so far seems huge. Makes me want to keep moving, say something. Get into some fun action.

Will see how it goes, will breathe, take it easy, also get to it. I suppose I will get together more, also grow self. The grog slog din't take away the main inspiration. Some kinda seemingly different world to walk about yet it's just getting back to what you already always knew. Not too scary even if situations get freaky.

Got the feel to settle in real, in the short nap I got the mode, my own project. I'm collecting samples and ideas. Reminds me , I should buy a new notebook to write lyrics and ideas in. Right now we are almost done the stretch, times are tight, fam is at end of a job, were are feeling tired on the grind. Want to get back in full recovery mode. In these times I remember all other tougher times, reminds me of where I'm at, in appreciative ways too. I will unwind and read, clean house.

Ok cool! Now I get to go back to sleep. Was a foggy mysterious feeling sort of day with pretty ice patterns on the branches of trees. I can utilize the mood, have a special fun brew! I think I'm figuring out culture too, the sick news is infotainment, papers talk about brutal violent gross stuff, yet they don't do justice for those being cut. Sucks. Culture needs to change, cheer up, not just get off on strife and stupid mistakes in life. The language in the media has politically slanted bias. Tune in, turn on and count out!!

Excited for tomorrow, each time I feel a bit different in ways. I will prep for the weekend to let loose, shopping, readying the space at home base to move around in, get that notebook, get the reading in to set my head! Then write something out, musical, lyrical, experimental, perhaps catch a groove in there to embellish it out!