Message 365

Message 365
I forgot everything but you .. Your picture is still in front of my eyes .. I am unable to forget you I am stuck between you and me .. My soul was torn apart .. I did not return to myself, you did not stay for me .. Love sins and in this world a greater sin than .. No Believe those who tell you that you will find eternal happiness in some way .. They are liars hypocrites selling deception and carrots .. I do not want you to come back and this is not a message to beg or try to reconcile .. What was broken has also broken and broken .. I am sad that we parted .. I swear by planting Love in my heart like a time bomb that time did not heal and did not clean .. I swear that no creature other than able to occupy my heart destroyed .. Return to my heart days if you want Suicide only ..
My name is Zainab. I am thirty years old. I tried to commit suicide 15 times and failed every time. I know you know this too, but I prefer to confirm every time !!
Death also expelled me strongly .. Maybe I feel weak faith and personality but you are very wrong .. Murder needed to force and I had enough to leave this world .. As for my weak faith, I do not believe anything .. My faith is not if you do not weak .. And I never care what you will accuse me too .. I am a corpse on this cursed, trivial land .. Believe me, this life is so trivial that you do not deserve to try to stay in it for a second. But you are a failed person .. Impossible. Personality .. No goal and no ambition .. Will sink Satisfied and if not satisfied .. The decision is not your decision, but the guilt of your guilt ..
This is enough for you or your heart for more. You are selfish, racist and patient, but you are weak, very weak, and afraid, so afraid that you blame the child for his fear of darkness, and you are afraid of the light.
Message: 365
It has been 365 days and I did not hope to write messages without a response and I hope that if you stay alive for 365 years is over.
What are you doing here ! Another message! Not enough! Do not dictate! He died, Zainab has died !! Five years have passed since he received his police duties.
Love and war are two sides of one coin .. In both cases you are exposed to loss .. Either the soul or the body or both together .. I lost his body and soul .. I will not give up I will write forever Perhaps his soul will return to inhabit this empty body!