the last poem for lovers

today…
I decided to remove your name
from the diary sheets.
stop making meaningless poetry,
no more intuitions here.

past…
I once gave you the most beautiful space in my heart.
a place I never gave to any woman.
until you come with a storm,
making it devastated
until there's nothing left for you.

I could have made another room for you, but I know you will not stop there anymore.
after all, the wound was already bleeding and I could not cure it only with
stop thinking about you.

so,
I decided to stop loving you
not because memories are slowly fading away
I'm just trying to get rid of the pain.

I'm not giving up ...
I'm just trying to get up
from inability to own you.