I couldn't sleep last night

I am a very sensitive person and anything can effect me emotionally. Even things that are not related to me can effect me a lot. I learned to control my emotions and ignore the most of the things, but sometimes it isnt that easy.

After watching many crimes yesterday and the day before, I had to think about some stories and try to explain or judge them. Even they happened years ago and everything is over, but many things made me sad. I Think the most of us know that feeling, when you think maybe things could be different if... We deal with that in our daily life as well, when something goes wrong. What if I did it this way or reacted that way. Unfortunately we can't keep everything under control and every life is just an experiment or a test on this planet. Everything might effect our physical body, but our souls are forever free and immortal.

I feel sad when I see an animal or a human in pain or suffering physically. Sometimes you try to change things or convince them to do things differently, but they would still do it the same way and suffer. Some people aren't comfortable with doing new things or even staying away from people who cause them to suffer. They didnt learn to be independent and not willing to try. They are victims and want to remain victims and weak in front of others. They can't live differently :(

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