Steemit Untalented : WHO AM I?

I discovered so many amazing people have participated and truly this will be a very tough one to judge when the time to choose for the winner arises because so many amazing personalities have participated.

But I was rather relieved where he made it clear that there is no looser or winner, I know he might have said this because when it comes to who people are it is always difficult saying this person has the best personality because the fact is that everyone is quite unique in there own ways.

I have decided to participate not because it is a contest but because this kind of opportunity might not avail itself again for me to be able to tell my fellow Steemians WHO I AM. I see this as an avenue for people to really and fully introduce themselves to the fullness without leaving any stone unturned. Therefore, to me this is more than a contest it is an opportunity to tell you if not all but tangible things about myself.

This is a question that arises not just emotions but deep emotions, it makes you think to the extend that you start seeing you inner self in a mirror. You begin to float in a realm of undiluted emotion seeing yourself proper beyond the physical.

The most puzzling question ever: WHO ARE YOU?

I bet when a friend joking asks you this question, you get really surprise and startled at the same time and then you miss some heart beats. What will actually go through you mind is, is this dude crazy. At that moment you might reply with a question, “Why did you ask?” This is only natural because that question is very puzzling and sensitive at the same time.

WHO AM I?

I am me, I was created in the image and likeness of God and because it is really hard to understand God, I am complex. I am humane and full of life. I am clay in the hands of the potter, I am the vessel the apple of his eyes. Below is the little about who I am.

I am a definition of God’s grace

The truth is that there is no way I can tell you about myself without involving the grace of God because fact is that I do not even know how I got this far. So many things would have taken my life but some how I survived. I remembered a lecturer who didn’t like me at all at my diploma level and told pus all that no one gets an A. I wrote well in the exams but was scared that he would never give me my real scores at the end of the day, he published the result and I was the only one who had an A. He called me out and after looking at me with disgust said to me, “you had unmerited favor.”

I mean, so many other simple but big events in my life have made me conclude that I am a definition of God’s grace.
That's why I live my life trying to praise Him with my voice as a chorister. He has given me a voice to sing praises unto His name and am doing it well.

I am a loner

I love this low key life, not always wanting to be in the spot light. I can stay on my own and still enjoy my own company. There is something I can always to do keep my self happy. I can even remember something that happened and laugh about it…hahaha, yes sometimes am weird… I know.

When I had issues with my friends they deserted me, hoping I will die of boredom and maybe eventually come around but funny enough I became my own best friend. That is the way I have always been all my life and I can not change it about me. But that does not mean I do not have fun with friends and family, its just that I do not find being alone boring.

I am curious and stubborn

I am curious; I want to know why I should do something. I always want to be sure, always cross-checking and not want to make mistakes but that does not mean I do not end up making some mistakes. I learn from them though and try not to let it occur again. On the other hand I am stubborn; I do not want to be controlled and do not want to be shut off. I believe if I would reason with you, then you must do same with me too.

People get angry at me when they want me to go by there terms that is not suitable to me. I believe everyone should be given the right to make their own decision and have their own say too. With this a lot of people get hostile with me along the line but I never fail to use the magical words as I am sorry, thank you and please when they are to be used in any situation.

I have my flaws, make mistakes and err

Due to the way I am, most people tend to misunderstand me a lot. I do not know why but I guess that is the way it is for me. I do not believe in being all good, because it’s factual that we all have that good and bad trait in us. I chose my friends from those who can cope and forgive me when I err. The reason is, people get to like me a lot especially when I have not wronged them which is only natural, but when I show my flaws and they are okay with it and take me the way I am, they become my very good friends.

This is hard because so many people want always enjoy that good part of me, they see me as someone who is not supposed to make mistakes and that alone is disheartening because I am only human. It is in my genes to make mistakes.

I am for humanity and at their service

I see myself more like a servant. I believe the service of humanity is compulsory and living for one another is key. Therefore, I live my life every time with the purpose of helping the helpless and speaking for the voiceless. I see my self as a servant because other people's suffering gets to me. I also believe motivating is part of service, that is why I never stop motivating myself and others.

I am a seeker of knowledge and learn everyday of my life

Life is a lesson, everything therein takes constant learning. To me one stops learning when he gets six feat below. Therefore, I cease every opportunity I get to learn because no knowledge is a waste. In my quest to learn and seek knowledge I do not mind travelling to places in search of it. However I love travelling, I find it fun and interesting because I get to meet new people in the process maybe its because am a proud Sagittarius.

Conclusion

I can go on and on and on because this is a question I have asked myself a long time ago and found answers to. That is why I am not surprised at it anymore. If anyone works up to me, and ask who are you? I always answer them with, “what part of me do you want to know.” Because I have come to know myself and still working to know myself even more. I am still a work in progress because no one has it all. I do not want to be perfect but I want to be happy living a life of love, peace and service to mankind.

I am a woman of my own and my greatest dream is to be self made so that I can help as much people as I want. I want a happy world and I believe that starts with me as it starts with you. Though very strong but very emotional as well, I love to be real and I say things the way they are.

I am many things that you can not imagine but above all I love life and live it to the fullest. I hang out with friends, I love to live everyday enjoying myself and making the best day out every new day. I do not have regrets about my mistakes rather I look back and thank God that he gave me the wisdom to realise and accept them and also trying not to let such mistake happen again.

This is who I am. I am complex being. I am me. Welcome to my world.

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Thank you @surpassinggoogle for involving me, it was in deed worthwhile. Thank you steemit for having me. love you all.