Death and life

Suddenly I wrote some weird sentences!

My American husband's sudden death changed me forever. Before he died, I never thought of death. For my part, it seemed that death didn't exist at all. Of course, I also feared birth, I feared the birth of new life...

生与死
Death and Life

死亡的静寂笼罩
爱被杀死了
When the silence of death enshrouded
Love was killed

那一条情感的纽带
刹那间断裂
That emotional bond
Snapped in an flash

肉体欲望的火焰却在
燃烧升腾
(However)The flame of the flesh desire
was burning and rising

身体中的所有细胞告诉我
爱人
要你要你
Each cell in my body told me
I wanted your body, Lover

And I think it can turn into a haiku. I never understood the special beauty of haiku before I experienced the sudden death of my lover. Now I enjoy reading haiku so much, I don't miss the chance of reading every haiku blog from @dbooster. (Thanks to his wonderful Japanese haiku blogs and explanations)Haiku is a kind of poem to describe/capture the momentary transition and impression.

Old virgin's love

The silence of death reigns
Spiritual love is frozen
Dormant flesh desire revives
(Or dormant virgin body blooms)

The lover's death falls
The moment in time is frozen
Her old virgin body snaps open

P.S. I guess it must be a very strange haiku for most of western people. However, if you are from a male-dominated Asian society like China, you can understand it well and easily.

I love you, I miss you till forever, my American teacher, my lover and my only husband this life!

Here I just dedicate my first haiku to you in heaven!